Sleepyhead In Surrey

First things first, my kitteh post


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I feel like the kitteh lately. I am mentally spent but the elements around me keep pushing me to work harder. I didn't venture out into this field expecting this. I just did because Abah kept calling to ask when I would accept the scholarship offer. I've been pretty down lately because the cancelled trip to London (yes, mommy; this is an attempt to impose a guilt trip) and now all this pressure coming from people around me who are oh, so competitive. I'm trying to stay positive. Btw, my first book has been published, yay! Albeit just a glossary. Mind you, mentioning this here is just a way cheer myself up a little bit. I don't wanna be depressed, I don't wanna be depressed, I don't wanna be depressed, I don't wanna be depressed........

Will take pictures of the book later as I myself have not managed to get my free copy yet. Am planning on a new project for revenge towards the nay-sayers. It's also to boost my salary. I need more money, I need more money, I need more money, I need more money......

We're busy looking for a dining table, in case any family member is wondering, hih. The feature wall is still half-painted. Half of the house still needs to be cleaned and re-cleaned. The fans and lights are still lying on the floor uninstalled. The bathrooms still need some tweaking. Somehow the image of myself actually living in the new house is getting more vague. Someday I will eventually move, someday I will eventually move, someday I will eventually move, someday I will eventually move........

And oh yeah, Abd Din. I don't know when we'll be back. Prolly after we eventually move in. Baju dah siap ke?

Posted in: on March 25, 2008 at at 6:49:00 PM